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Journal Entry: Fri Mar 21, 2008, 2:08 AM
To make a long story short, i have been through hell time and time again over the last few months.
So I apologize for not reply to anything.

And it's not one of those things that will just let up easily either.
Plus it continues to get worse and worse.

I do not have the energy to post all the details
(I almost had to go to the hospital just shy of 3 hours ago, among other things)

And honestly, I couldn't even remember most of them if i tired.

Just to survive i have to live day by day.


But i have joy and peace still.

So God be praised for all.
For the good, for the bad, For the curses, for the blessings, for life, and for death.


Wish me luck, And God be with you.
Cool runnings my friends.


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  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Corridors of Time.
  • Drinking: Ginger ale. (ginger is good..)

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17 (10.18.90.)
  • Current Residence: Austin, TX.
  • Interests: God formost. Second, Being a safe haven for intellect. Third, New ways to deal with chronic pain
  • Favourite movie: Boondock saints, Aqua teen, Cowboy bebop.
  • Favourite band or musician: I'm enjoying arch enemy at the moment.
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, Ocremix, Rap, Everything.
  • Favourite artist: I love alot of people's different stuff.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Quite a few.
  • Favourite photographer: I can't being to voice my dislike of photographers...(douche bags)
  • Favourite style or digital art: art made by people who are fun, honest, and original. The arrogant can burn.
  • Operating System: Gentoo and XP.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Brad Neely's Professor brothers!~ (J-j-j-j-j-j-jayhaaaayayyaay.F.K.)
  • Skin of choice: Using Retro at the moment.
  • Favourite game: Everything that doesn't suck.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Emulators.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spike, Jet black, faye valentine, edward elric, onizuka. And other well written characters.
  • Personal Quote: Of all sins, Arrogace and Foolish Pride breed the worst scum of humanity. -My traveling journal.
  • Tools of the Trade: Love, Hate, And my camera/Demons, Angels, Humans, and divine inspiration.

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Devious Comments

~Chibichibipowercanon:iconChibichibipowercanon: May 2, 2008, 11:22:18 AM
Thanks for adding my drawing to your collections!

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Curious?
~Slamiwax:iconSlamiwax: Apr 17, 2008, 4:40:14 PM
thanks for the collection!!

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¿Adonde vas preciosa?
*angelsaint11:iconangelsaint11: Apr 11, 2008, 6:41:46 AM
Thank you for your really kind comment. I appreciate that you like my art. And I like your username very much. :)

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Love like there's no tomorrow...

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*sheip:iconsheip: Apr 6, 2008, 4:50:53 PM
that's good to hear. i hope everything goes amazing for you tomorrow!!! everything is starting to slowly crash and burn on my end but eh whatever. i just hope everything gets better for you angel. <3
~Llywenlla:iconLlywenlla: Apr 6, 2008, 1:43:30 PM
Thank you for the fave, lil bovine ;)

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Someone stole the river!
~Black-Moon-Kitten:iconBlack-Moon-Kitten: Apr 6, 2008, 2:42:27 AM
Haha ! I'm sorry, I had not realised you were a boy... It makes me even happier to know you like my drawings, it makes them less cute and pink lol

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Hi, remember me ? I remember you...walking away....
Là tout n'est qu'ordre et beauté, luxe, calme, et volupté ...
*AR-Holt:iconAR-Holt: Apr 5, 2008, 1:59:51 PM
Thanks so much for the fave - I'm so pleased you like it!

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A photograph isn't an end to itself, but a means to understand the world that's around us.
~BladeofAngels:iconBladeofAngels: Apr 5, 2008, 12:34:22 PM
Other than a few minor things it's going pretty darn good :floating:

If i can get through tomorrow then I'll officially call it the best week i've had in ages :highfive:

Hope everything gets better for you :hug:

Thanks for showing me some love ^-^

Bye <3

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It went west...
~Fairth22:iconFairth22: Apr 5, 2008, 11:27:06 AM
Thank you for the :+fav:!

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*sheip:iconsheip: Apr 4, 2008, 9:55:27 PM
hope everything is going well <3 just dropping off some loves. ^w^
^GeneratingHype:iconGeneratingHype: Apr 3, 2008, 2:41:23 AM
Thank you kindly for the :+devwatch:! The support really means a lot.

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*StudioMaya:iconStudioMaya: Apr 2, 2008, 11:55:54 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: on my photo

"Inside 2" [link]

Very much appreciated! :)

Sorry for late reply as I have been on vacation.

Have a wonderful day!
// Maya
~daniellekiemel:icondaniellekiemel: Apr 1, 2008, 4:41:01 PM
You're welcome :)

Yeah I always feel really bad because I get so behind here on DA and literally end up with hundreds of things to reply to and I don't have the energy!

Yep I am, I am loving it!
I was lucky that my school was so great and my teachers got me through without having to drop out. I only took a few subjects and spread it out over more years, and attended 2-3 part days per week and they didn't mind when I had to miss weeks. They were so understanding I owe them a lot. Anytime I wasn't at school I was bedridden and too sick to do anything else, the only places I saw were literally school and my house, I loved it when my mum would drive through Terrigal just so I could see some life lol. Looking back now I have no idea how I did it, it was hell :|

Uni is a bit better because it's even more part time, but I am always too sick or in too much pain to actually do any work at home so I fall so behind.... it has taken me weeks to write one paragraph for an essay because the pain makes it so hard to put my thoughts together. Its overdue now as usual haha, and I am so paranoid that having to ask for extensions all the time one day they're just going to say "you cant get things done on time, its annoying. You shouldn't be here at all" its a completely irrational thought though (I hope!). Um.... I've gone off on some kind of tangent rambling on about school and all that. I write too much to, so we're even lol :p

" I've more than increased my knowledge and care for the world around me by an indescribable amount..."

I completely understand that, its amazing how much empathy you develop and how much it opens your eyes.


Hope you're doing ok and that today is a good day for you :heart: :hug:

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=mom-the-bomb:iconmom-the-bomb: Mar 24, 2008, 6:28:00 AM
Thank you so much for the fave. It means a lot to me. :cuddle:
=MewFiona:iconMewFiona: Mar 23, 2008, 4:59:34 AM
Thank you so much for the watch! Means a lot ^_^ :heart::hug:

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"An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind". –Gandhi


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~AmayaMisuto:iconAmayaMisuto: Mar 22, 2008, 9:42:44 PM
lol thanks

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Zomg! x3
*Lady-Xella:iconLady-Xella: Mar 22, 2008, 1:22:55 PM
thank you very much for the favorite!

:heart:

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He spoke again, his voice as strange as it was before. Quiet. Calm. “You were stupid to fall in love with me. You should have noticed I didn’t feel the same.” He laughed- but it was cold. “You were so easily fooled.”

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~BladeofAngels:iconBladeofAngels: Mar 22, 2008, 5:05:39 AM Mood: Delighted
Hey there :D

I read your comments, Very calming :)
Thank you very much for them!
You're timing is perfect
Haha tonight has been the first night in months i have been able to reply to people.
So i understand completely.

You're studying psychology?
I have been for years now! (not in school, But i have quite a few college/post grad books and i race through them most of the time re-witting them from my personal experiences with CFS)
Had to drop out of school because of the illness, However...In the year I've been out of school, I've more than increased my knowledge and care for the world around me by an indescribable amount...

Bahhh, I could talk for hours and hours about this stuff, I'll try to write some long emails back to you and read your blogs tomorrow if i can get up the energy.

But the sun is going to rise here in about 5 minutes and i am starting to feel the sandman coming. (on full moons i am nocturnal completely until the sunrises....Very odd i know)

Sorry i write to much...haha, But you know what it's like i'm sure.
When you feel able to write, You write until you can't write anymore because you don't know when you'll be able to do it again :floating:

Anywhos
Hope you have an amazing day as well :heart:
Happy easter as well sis, I pray you have a restful one :hug:


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It went west...
~daniellekiemel:icondaniellekiemel: Mar 22, 2008, 3:57:21 AM
Hope you have a good day,
Happy easter :) :heart:

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happiness is what you choose it to be :butterfly:

myspace differentdolls free chocolate?
~BladeofAngels:iconBladeofAngels: Mar 22, 2008, 1:52:01 AM
Haha, That's super cute :D

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It went west...
~AmayaMisuto:iconAmayaMisuto: Mar 19, 2008, 5:21:42 PM
I hope you have a good day as well. ^^

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Zomg! x3
~FAWllingS:iconFAWllingS: Mar 17, 2008, 2:48:43 AM
Thank you very much for the :+fav:!!!

:heart:

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*jane-mirage:iconjane-mirage: Mar 15, 2008, 2:02:58 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:. Glad you liked it. :)

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You may be on the right track, but you'll get run over if you just sit there :)